Hi All! It has been a while since I have blogged. Let’s see, my last blog was in 2015 and it looks like I was still lost in trying to find love. Well guess what happened, I did (so I thought) and then I lost it. Yes, since 2015 I was booed up with who I thought was my future, my savior, the love of my life. I was caught up in a world wind of words which I now see were never followed up by actions. Long story short, I was holding onto words and promises with no follow through.
Do I regret the two years, no not at all. But I do regret trying to make something work that wasn’t there. I could see after 1 year we were becoming friends more than lovers. I would do my best to change that but it was only a once sided effort.
The one thing that is stuck in my head is a phrase that was constantly told to me during our relationship, “I want to make stories together” I think they wanted to make stories but not with me. Long story short, don’t wait for someone to help you write those stories, go out and make them yourself. If you wait, you may be waiting for a while , on a couch, looking at others live their lives (like on house hunters international).
Till next blog entry.